MTL - Entertaining Into Bitterness Drama-Chapter 38 fourteen feet

Mercury has had three boyfriends. In her nearly 30 years of life, her former lover, parents and friends are like thorns in her life path, giving her a painful temper. .

, and then leave her alone.

People are not born strong, she was also an ordinary person who could cry, laugh and make trouble. Like the molten iron of an iron furnace, it burned the original her and re-casted her as she is now.

What a person becomes is closely related to the people she encounters in her life. Mercury hates her parents and relatives, but she still has the marks and hurts they gave her in her life, because of them, she still can't accept the birth of life. The sudden end of love makes her no longer want to accept a new relationship.

It's not that she is afraid of being disappointed again, it's just that she has learned to love herself and found a way to live in peace with her emotions. She is no longer like when she was a child, because no one loves her, and desperately hopes that someone will come love yourself.

Before, when she raised He Xiaoyan, she couldn't help but think of her parents, and now facing the young suitor Gao Jiale, she also thinks of her past lover.

It's like she occasionally thinks of a certain segment in her past life, whether happy, sad or ordinary. Even those who have been broken and poured again cannot fully control their emotional side.

I can't control my thoughts, which is probably the most uncomfortable thing as a human being.

Maybe it was because she killed someone herself, Mercury couldn't sleep well that night, there was no fear, she just felt a little tired, empty and floating.

Gao Jialiang returned to Gao's family to recover, and Anzhi was naturally here. It was impossible for them to stay in Gao Jiale's yard, so the eldest wife asked Mercury to give up Gao Jialiang's original yard.

After all, the eldest wife still loves her son, and it is rare to have good words to talk to Mercury: "Let Jia Le live with you in your original yard, and An Zhi will live with Jia Yun."

Mercury: "Impossible."

The eldest lady: "Then what do you think, Anzhi is pregnant, so she can't be driven out, right? You are a kind child, and you can understand us, right?"

Mercury looked good-tempered: "I mean, I live in that yard, but Gao Jialiang can't live there. As for Anzhi, I don't care where she is."

She just doesn't like her turf being taken.

The eldest wife: "What are you talking about, you are still the wife of Jialiang Mingxiong, is it possible that you have been separated from him for a lifetime? We also know that you are angry with An Zhi, wait for An Zhi to give birth to a child , this child still has to be raised by you, and An Zhi will not live in Gao's house at that time, you can't see it, it's temporary."

Mercury listened to what the eldest wife said, and began to consider whether she wanted to maintain her previous plans.

In the original plot, she should be able to live happily in the Gao family for a few years, but now the war broke out ahead of schedule, and the Gao family is in trouble. ... Although the young man is nice, she doesn't want to accept it.

The Gao family is no longer suitable for her to live in now.

Mercury is a strong action, and makes a decision immediately after thinking about it.

"I want to divorce Gao Jialiang."

The eldest lady was stunned, "How can this work!"

Mercury: "Sure."

The marriage between her and Gao Jialiang is related to the Gao Lin family. It is really troublesome to end it for no reason, but now she doesn't want to continue.

The parents of the Lin family came to the door, and Mother Lin also had the same idea as the eldest wife, let her bear it and take care of An Zhi's child in the future.

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Knowing that Mother Lin could not be the master at all, Mercury directly complied with Father Lin's request.

For this father who loves his child, she only needs to cry a little and grieve a little.

"Dad, I really don't want to be a widow for the rest of my life. Can't our Lin family support my daughter?"

"If you don't agree, my daughter may die in the Gao family!"

Because of the firmness of Mercury, it finally happened.

Mercury asked her to take away more than a dozen pots of jasmine, gardenia and lilies that she bought. Gao Jiale came to send her off. Seeing that she did not take away the clock in the house, she asked her in silence for a moment, "Three... Why didn't you take the clock I gave you?"

"Are you willing to come back to Gao's house in the future?" When Gao Jiale asked this, there was a strong hope in his eyes.

Hearing the deep meaning in his words, Mercury shook his head, "No, I will never go back to Gao's house in my life."

"I understand." Gao Jiale said with difficulty, took out the gun and handed it to her, "Then I hope you can take this away."

"If you don't need protection from me or anyone else, then I hope you can use it to protect yourself."

Mercury took the gun and did not refuse.

Probably still unwilling, Gao Jiale was not free and easy to the end, and finally couldn't help asking her: "Can I really keep you?"

This sounds familiar, and someone has said it to her before.

Before Mercury was pulled into these worlds by the system, shortly after breaking up with her ex-boyfriend, he and his ex-boyfriend were different types, so the two of them broke up peacefully. At the last meal together, he asked her, "Is there anyone in this world who can keep you forever?"

Mercury told him calmly: "You don't want to keep me now, you may want to freeze the me when you first met."

People often say, if it is just as first seen, this is the truth.

He was speechless, and in the end he could only smile bitterly, "You live too awake, isn't it tiring?"

Mercury smiled and toasted him.

If you live with a clear mind, you will be tired, but if you live without a clear mind, it will be miserable.

Just like that time, Mercury also smiled and toasted the lost young man with a cup of tea.

She left the Gao family, just like she had left things that no longer fit her many times, she had no nostalgia.

"How can a woman not marry, she will always marry." After she was worried, she cried again, "Why are you and Qiluo so miserable!"

Lin Qiluo, just like her original plot, fell in love with a married man, and they had a good relationship with her for a while, but they didn't want her, and chose to return to the family.

Lin Qiluo came to look for her, sat beside her and cried extremely sad, Mercury made Liufang make jasmine tea, lying on the rocking chair listening to Lin Qiluo complain.

"...why is this? He said he loved me, why did he abandon me again!"

Mercury listened to her almost before replying: "Two people are not suitable, there will always be one who will abandon the other first. This is just an instinctive choice to seek advantages and avoid disadvantages. Being abandoned by others It’s the same as not being chosen, but it’s not the same as being inferior, what’s the big deal. If others don’t choose you, you lose the meaning of life, lose all your life, and you live for others?”

I came to complain to my sister, but I couldn't hear comfort. Instead, Lin Qiluo, who was told, couldn't stop her tears, her eyes were swollen like two peaches.

Mercury saw Lin Qiluo's future, she still had to entangle with that man for a long time, separated and reunited, reunited and separated, and finally committed suicide by mental breakdown.

Mercury: "This is not suitable, just find another suitable one. If all the men in the world die, he will be the only one left?"

Lin Qiluo: "Sister, you don't understand, he is the best in my eyes, he is very good..."

Mercury: "What's good? Good is lustful?"

Lin Qiluo: "Sister, why do you scold him like this!"

Mercury: "I'm scolding you."

Lin Qiluo ran angrily.

Why can't she help her temper when she sees Lin Qiluo? Maybe because Lin Qiluo reminded her of a former friend like this, their personalities are actually not the same, but now the appearance of being deceived and still unrepentant is particularly similar.

Actually, when facing her lover, Mercury can stay awake most of the time, but she is angry most of the time when facing a friend who is unclear.

This familiar anger made her impatient to deal with Lin Qiluo.

…Scared of her. It was like she was really afraid that her friend was crying with snot and tears all over her face, she was really annoying and worried about her.

Lin Qiluo's lover is a thirty-year-old literati, and his novels are still famous. Lin Qiluo admires him because of this, and falls in love - this familiar routine makes Mercury in a bad mood.

The man's name is Cai Shuke. After breaking up with Lin Qiluo, he ran to look for Lin Qiluo again, but was caught by Mercury. She happened to be going out to get medicine, but she didn't expect to see Cai Shuke who was waiting in an alley outside Lin's house.

She didn't want to pay attention to this person at first, but the other party was dignified and elegant as a mature man, and took the initiative to say: "Are you Qiluo's sister?"

Mercury looked at him, frowned slightly, and suddenly took out the gun from his coat.

Cai Shuke's solemn and steady face changed immediately, "What are you doing, a woman, what are you doing with a gun on your body?!"

Mercury didn't talk nonsense with him, just shot him - piercing his trousers.

Cai Shuke didn't expect that she didn't care about her face at all, and she was unreasonable, so she attacked herself when she came up.

Mercury walked over and put a hot muzzle on his trembling cheek, "Find Lin Qiluo again, and I'll kill you directly, you know?"

Cai Shu engraved and said sternly: "You... what are you doing, do you dare, dare to kill!"

Mercury slammed the **** of a gun on his face, "You think I haven't killed it? Listen carefully, if you see Lin Qiluo in the future, just take a detour, otherwise—"

She put the gun against Cai Shuke's neck, aimed the muzzle behind him, and fired another shot.

The heat and the tremor of bullet firing were right around the most vulnerable neck, Cai Shuke couldn't keep his face at all, screamed, grabbed his neck and got up and ran.

He never came to the Lin family again.

As for Lin Qiluo, who is suffering from lovesickness, in the past few months, she has not been able to find Cai Shuke, so she has to collect various text novels published by the other party in newspapers to comfort the pain of lovesickness.

"Sister, look, in this short story he wrote, there is a very annoying supporting actress named Jinxiu, who has the same name as yours. It's a coincidence." Lin Qiluo, the second fool, didn't notice at all. What's wrong, I even showed her this novel in front of Mercury.