MTL - After I Was Reborn, I Devoted Myself To My Career-Chapter 2 thinking

When Qi Zhaohan woke up again, he found himself lying on the hospital bed.

When I opened my eyes, I saw a white ceiling.

The house was quiet and there was no one there.

Qi Zhaohan half stood up with difficulty, looking at the room.

The whole room is white, clean and tidy. It is a single room, but the furnishings are indeed a bit old compared to ten years later.

There was a strong smell of disinfectant in the air, Qi Zhaohan was not used to smelling it, and coughed several times dryly.

After looking around, Qi Zhaohan was about to lie back, when he turned around, he saw an exquisite small fruit basket on the cabinet beside the hospital bed, with a post-it note attached to it.

Qi Zhaohan reached out and took down the post-it note, on which was written a long sentence: "Xiaohan, the doctor said you are fine, just pay more attention to rest. The fruits in the fruit basket are all your favorites. I have been picking them for a long time, and they are very good Sweet. And that idiot Chang Lei, I'll take care of him, don't worry."

It seems that I haven't finished writing, Qi Zhaohan was thinking. His fingers fumbled for the bump on the back of the note, and he turned it over, and sure enough there was still one.

"My aunt's birthday, my brother wants to take me back to City A, I'll be back soon, don't miss me too much~~" There was a smiley face attached to it.

It was written by Tao Shuran, Qi Zhaohan was taken aback.

It has been more than ten years, and he has forgotten that among the four, Tao Shuran was the closest to him when he was young.

When did it change? He thought to himself, his pale lips curled into a wry smile, probably when Tao Shuran was entangled by Wei Lifeng, and he found out that the person who loved Tao Shuran was also Tao Shuran.

Maybe it was because of jealousy, he was despicable and shameless, secretly hoping that Tao Shuran would see his excellence if something went wrong in his work.

How can a person with a dark mind deserve happiness?

Indeed he was wrong.

Qi Zhaohan put the note back on the table, raised his hand to cover his eyes, as if sand had entered.

——

At this time, the door of the ward opened, and as soon as the man came in, he saw Qi Zhaohan covering his eyes, and quickly walked over: "Xiaohan, what's the matter with you? Take your hand off and let me have a look!"

Qi Zhaohan was immersed in his thoughts, but he didn't hear the sound of the door opening, and when he heard the sound, he subconsciously put down his hands.

When Qi Cheng saw Qi Zhaohan's red eyes, his heart tightened, and then he saw the eyes that were staring at his movements, and he immediately relaxed a lot. It seems that his brother's eyes are fine.

He stepped forward, raised his hand to wipe away the tears from his younger brother's eyes, and said with a smile, "Are you crying? Are you scared?"

He just thought it was his younger brother who woke up and saw that no one was there, and was scared, so he didn't think much about other places.

With a hoarse voice, Qi Zhaohan said with suppressed joy, "No."

Qi Cheng didn't expose his younger brother's lie, but patted his head: "Okay, okay, I didn't cry."

Qi Zhaohan's eyes have been closely following Qi Cheng's body. Only when he saw the healthy and young brother did he really understand,

He was really reborn, really returned to the winter when he was fifteen years old.

Qi Cheng helped Qi Zhaohan raise the bed, and as soon as he turned around, he saw his younger brother staring at him intently. He smiled immediately. He pulled up a chair, sat in front of his younger brother, and poured water while comforting him: "The doctor said it's nothing serious. , It is temporary blindness caused by excessive nervousness and stimulation. Let you take a good rest for a while. Look at you and wake up now."

He brought the water glass to his younger brother's mouth and motioned him to drink water: "That little **** of the Chang family, since his family doesn't discipline him well, I don't mind taking care of them for them."

Seeing his younger brother drinking water obediently, Qi Cheng rubbed his brother's limp hair, and said with satisfaction: "Why are you so obedient today? You don't usually let your brother touch your head."

Qi Zhaohan listened carefully to his brother's rambling, without interjecting a word. When he heard his brother's question, he smiled: "Because I haven't seen my brother for a long time, and I miss you a little bit."

It was rare for Qi Cheng to hear his introverted brother express his thoughts so straightforwardly, and was a little surprised.

———

Seeing his brother's surprised expression, Qi Zhaohan smiled even wider. Only I know that he and his brother haven't seen each other for five years.

Seven years later, my elder brother will be planned by someone to get into a car accident and become a vegetable from then on, weakening day by day, lying in bed and never waking up.

Since then, great changes have taken place in the family, one thing after another broke out one after another, and in the end, he was the only one left.

Thinking of this, he clenched his fingers tightly and pinched the cup tightly, a hot stream welled up in his eyes.

"Brother, I really, really miss you." He said silently in his heart.

Qi Cheng was at a loss when he saw his younger brother crying. Dazed for a while, he leaned forward to hug his younger brother, and kept patting his back, obviously flustered: "Stop crying, stop crying, brother is here, did that guy Chang Lei do something to you? Brother Clean him up."

Qi Zhaohan was a little embarrassed by his brother coaxing the child, he pushed his brother's arms away, and leaned back on the hospital bed. After thinking about it, I decided to explain a few words for Chang Lei: "It's not because of him that he didn't have time to do it."

At the same time, trying to change the subject, he pretended nothing happened, and asked, "How is grandpa? You didn't tell him, did you? I'm afraid he's worried."

Qi Cheng smiled bitterly and said: "How could grandpa not know, I told you. When Shuran carried you out that day, Uncle Tong also arrived, so grandpa will know."

"But don't worry, Grandpa is in good health, and he usually has a few tricks with Grandpa Wang and the others next door."

Qi Zhaohan let out a sigh of relief. Now that he knows, there is nothing he can do. After he is discharged from the hospital, he should go to stay with his grandfather for a while, so that his grandfather can rest assured.

At this time, Qi Cheng was a little hesitant, he didn't know what he was hesitating, and finally said: "Well, I contacted my parents, but they didn't know which no-man's land they went to, so I couldn't get in touch."

Qi Cheng carefully observed his younger brother's face, and then hurriedly added a sentence, lest he think too much: "I can't get in touch now, if they know you are sick, they must be very worried."

Qi Zhaohan looked at his brother's cautious expression with a funny face, and comforted him: "It's okay, they are busy with their work."

Qi Cheng couldn't understand his younger brother more and more, and was about to ask something when his cell phone rang suddenly. He took out his cell phone, and was afraid of disturbing his brother, so he walked out of the ward.

Qi Zhaohan smiled and watched the door close little by little, and the smile on his face gradually disappeared.

He was afraid that his brother would be overwhelmed, so he talked with a smile. Since his brother was gone, there was no need to maintain it.

———

Qi Zhaohan drank the water in the cup, put the cup back on the table, and his eyes fell on the post-it note again.

He reached out and held the paper in front of his eyes, looking at those words over and over again.

The worst thing he did was because Gu Ze alienated Tao Shuran.

Tao Shuran didn't know anything, he didn't know his entanglement with Gu Ze, he didn't know what he couldn't get what he wanted, and he didn't even know Gu Ze's love for him.

Why should I vent my anger on him? His questioning with grievances has been pressed in the bottom of my heart, and I can't live in peace.

I thought the two of them would cut off contact, but this fool, healed his scar and forgot about the pain, and pretended not to care when he got married, secretly asking someone to pass him an invitation.

Qi Zhaohan laughed again when he thought of this, he reacted and tried to suppress the raised corners of his mouth.

He is not a person who likes to laugh. Why can't he stop laughing after being reborn?

Qi Zhaohan thought about it, maybe it was joy, joy to do it all over again, joy that nothing happened, joy that he was able to make up for his mistakes in the past, and Gu Ze...

Gu Ze...

Qi Zhaohan chewed on these two words, the name he had called in his heart in dreams countless times.

Just the owner of the name never responded.

In his dreams, the image of Gu Ze was always walking away in silence with his back turned to him, his broad shoulders were like a wall, always preventing him from approaching.

Just like me in reality.

Everything was his fault, the four of them were good friends, they could have been good friends forever, but because of his inexplicable love, the four of them fell apart forever, and it would be embarrassing to meet again.

Gu Ze didn't like him in the first place, and he has been steadfastly rejecting him for twelve years, but he just pretended not to understand, and kept harassing and disturbing his life with a stern face.

Let him say that Gu Ze is indeed a good-tempered person, and he never lost his temper when he was so obsessed with him. I just stay away in silence forever, and I can't stand it anymore, and I just talk to myself, hoping that I will give up.

But every time I was cheeky to change the topic, in the end, Gu Ze returned to the appearance of staying away.

Qi Zhaohan shook his head with a wry smile, thinking about it now, he is really shameless.

For Gu Ze, he must be a problem that has haunted him for many years.

In fact, he is also tired. He has been trying his best to please and chase him for twelve years. Who knows the bitterness in it?

Twelve years is too long, so long that he no longer knows whether he is in love with Gu Ze or just used to chasing him?

Or it has become instinctive.

At the wedding, he wanted to talk to Gu Ze wholeheartedly. After all, Gu Ze was afraid of him and hid in the farthest place from him until the end.

He didn't know what he wanted to say, maybe he still confessed, or maybe he wanted to give up, right?

Twelve years of unrequited love, too bitter.

———

After all, it is a sick patient, after a series of mood swings, emotional agitation, and emotional ups and downs, Qi Zhaohan was already tired.

He slowly closed his eyes, and fell asleep while maintaining a half-recumbent position.

After Qi Cheng came in, he saw such a scene. He immediately relaxed his movements, walked slowly to the bed, put the bed down,

When adjusting his sleeping position for his younger brother, he saw the post-it note in his hand. He tiptoed to take the note over, read the content on the note, smiled knowingly, and lamented that the relationship between the two is really good. , Even when I was sleeping, I was reluctant to put down the note.

Qi Cheng tidied up everything, stared at his brother's sleeping face, stroked his hair lightly, and then quietly left the ward.

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