I Copy the Authorities of the Four Calamities-Chapter 261: The Dinner (2)

"The very last time he sat and spoke at dinner like that was when I was exactly seventeen years old. He was desperately trying to explain a complex nuance about Iron Root that I was stubbornly failing to find. He sat there, carefully deciding whether my thick skull was actually worth the immense energetic investment of explaining it clearly." Kaito picked up his steaming cup. "I magically found Iron Root the very next morning."

Ashe frowned. "Because he finally explained it clearly."

"No," Kaito said, his dark eyes locking onto Vane. "Because I suddenly fully understood that the massive investment had just been made, and I was absolutely terrified to waste it."

Kaito took a slow sip. "That is exactly what just happened here."

Vane sat perfectly still, letting the crushing weight of that expectation settle onto his shoulders.

Lancelot, who had been methodically eating his meal with terrifying efficiency, and whom Vane had entirely assumed was completely ignoring the emotional undercurrents of the conversation, suddenly spoke without looking up from his bowl.

"What exactly did he say to you at seventeen," Lancelot asked.

Kaito blinked, startled, and looked at the anomaly.

"About Iron Root," Lancelot clarified, his voice flat and dead. "What exact words did he say to you."

Kaito was quiet for a long moment. He wore the guarded expression of a man rapidly calculating whether this specific piece of information was tactically safe to share with a living weapon. He finally decided it was.

"He told me that the human body fundamentally does not trust the ground," Kaito murmured, "simply because the ground has never given the body anything except brutal resistance. Iron Root forcefully asks the body to trust that the crushing resistance is not actually opposition, but absolute support. It is the exact same kinetic force. The hard ground pushing violently back against your boots is simply the ground offering itself as an unbreakable base." Kaito looked down into his dark tea. "The human body only truly learns Iron Root the exact second it finally decides the ground is no longer against it."

The dining hall fell into a heavy, ringing silence.

Lancelot slowly set his heavy iron chopsticks down in a perfectly parallel, flawless arrangement. He stared blankly at the black metal for a long second. Then, without a single word, he stood up and glided out of the room.

Kaito watched the empty doorway for a long time. He slowly turned his head and looked at Vane.

"He just found something incredibly dangerous in that," Kaito noted. It was absolutely not a question.

"He is quietly working on something," Vane agreed, his voice tight.

"I know. My father knows." Kaito picked up his ceramic cup. "The terrifying question with that specific boy is not whether he will eventually find what he is looking for. It is what he will violently do to the world when he finally finds it." He took a slow drink. "That is exactly why my father told you to come back to him only when you have decided. He is absolutely not talking about the physical training."

Ashe said nothing. She was still staring blankly at the dark doorway Lancelot had vanished through.

Vane stared into the flickering flame of the brass lamp.

The ground is not against it. He thought about the phantom, quarter-degree cycle in his left knee that had taken him ten agonizing days of absolute stillness to finally locate and kill. He thought about the stubborn hip joint that had taken six grueling days to surrender. He thought about every single unconscious, defensive absorption his battered body had been desperately running since long before he even knew the concept of cultivation existed. All of it, every single flinch, was built entirely on the foundational, traumatic assumption that the ground beneath his feet was hostile resistance rather than support.

He thought bitterly about the rotting alleys of Oakhaven. He thought about exactly what the ground had been to him in Oakhaven. It was the brutal, unforgiving thing you slammed into when a fight went horribly wrong. It was the filthy thing you desperately crawled out of when a fight went passably well. It had never, not once in sixteen years, been a thing that safely held you up.

He thought about what Ryuken had just said about the watching part of his mind. The paranoid, hyper-vigilant part that had dragged him out of Oakhaven alive.

After a long while, Vane spoke into the quiet. "He told me the Storm Step actively reorganizes what watches and what acts."

Kaito nodded slowly. "Yes."

"The watching part simply reads the geometry, and the striking part completely commits to the violence."

"Yes."

Vane looked up. "That is also a fundamental trust problem. It is the exact same underlying structure."

Kaito stared at him. Something deep in the older man’s expression shifted very slightly. It was the distinct, respectful quality of a master rapidly revising a prior tactical estimate drastically upward.

"Yes," Kaito whispered. "It is the exact same structure. Iron Root anchored in the physical ground. Iron Root anchored in the biological body. And Iron Root anchored in the conscious attention. It is the exact same core principle operating at every single level." Kaito stood up from the low table. "My father has been violently teaching for forty years. Most talented students are lucky to eventually find one of those truths. You just found all three of them in the exact same sentence."

Kaito picked up his empty cup and walked out to go to bed.

Ashe slowly turned her head and glared at Vane.

"Do not get smug," she warned him darkly.

"I am absolutely not smug."

"You are currently doing that incredibly irritating thing where you refuse to smile, but your eyes do it anyway."

Vane firmly looked back at the flickering lamp, fighting the ghost of a smirk.

She leaned across the table, ruthlessly stabbed the very last piece of cold carp from the serving dish, and ate it with the complete, unapologetic entitlement she brought to absolutely all food-related decisions.

"He is going to stay and talk at dinner again," she predicted softly, chewing. "Maybe tomorrow, or maybe the day after. He does it in tight, obsessive clusters whenever something is finally working the way he wants it to." She stared down at the empty ceramic dish. "The last time it happened was when I was exactly fourteen years old. He was quietly watching me struggle to find the third form. He stayed and talked at dinner every single night for a week. And then he just stopped. I never heard him do it again."

She looked up at the empty doorway. "I honestly did not know until this exact second how much I missed it."

The lamp oil hissed and burned low. The massive mountain was perfectly, heavily still. The entire compound was quiet in the specific, deep way a fortress gets late at night. It was the profound quiet of a brutal place that had been violently working all day, had finally finished its bloody work, and was now simply, exhaustedly resting.

Vane stared at the empty wooden doorway where Ryuken Razar had sat for twenty-three impossible minutes.

He thought about a massive investment being casually made, and the sheer, terrifying pressure of not wanting to waste it.

He thought about a desperate, seventeen-year-old Kaito finally finding Iron Root the morning after a conversation just like this one.

Vane stood up and went to bed.