His soul-Chapter 305: A love

When Gina opened her eyes she was already on a big bed in Massimo’s dark and gothic room which had been her bedroom for the past three months, when she was trying to splinter memory, suddenly Gina felt a large hand wrapped around her stomach. When she managed to remember who the owner of the hand was, Gina suddenly heard a loud groan from Massimo who was sleeping beside her.

"No, don’t go."

Gina’s eyebrows immediately rose when she heard Massimo’s moaning sound, Gina wanted to turn to the left where Massimo was sleeping. But because she didn’t want her movements to make Massimo wake up, Gina finally decided to stay in her position. However, because Massimo’s moans were heard again for the umpteenth time, Gina finally got up the courage to turn to Massimo.

Gina’s eyes opened wide when she saw Massimo’s condition, which was full of sweat, even though in the dim light, Gina could still see how pale Massimo’s face was now.

’This arrogant man isn’t having a nightmare, is he?’

Oh, only God knows what happened to Massimo. The pleading moans that escaped Massimo’s lips grew more intense and louder, even Gina, who initially wanted to ignore it, couldn’t keep quiet. Gina is not that bad by repaying all Massimo’s actions so far in the same way, her little heart rebelled and refused to do that.

With the courage to slowly remove Massimo’s hand from above her stomach, it took an uneasy struggle to free herself from Massimo’s embrace and Gina finally succeeded after trying for almost four minutes. Gina had heard rumors that people who were sleeping in a delirious position should not be awakened and Gina still believed in it, even though she herself wasn’t sure it was true.

Wait, Gina is afraid something will happen to Massimo? What is this?

Gina sat staring at Massimo for a long time until she finally realized that Massimo had been calling her name from the start and begging her not to go.

"No Gina, no....you promised me. Don’t go, Gina..."

Massimo’s moans got louder and Gina couldn’t stand it.

"Hey..wake up, Massimo wake up."

Massimo’s head was shaking left and right faster, as well as his moaning getting louder and louder until finally...

"Gina!!!"

Massimo woke up from his nightmare by chanting Gina’s name very loudly, his eyes wide open with gasping for breath. It looks very painful and makes Gina’s heart hurt to see it. Without waiting for a long time Gina then reached for a glass of mineral water that was on the nightstand, Gina carefully helped Massimo to drink. Not knowing what to do made Gina decide to just give Massimo a drink.

"Are you ok?" asked Gina quietly.

Gina took the empty glass from Massimo’s hand silently and put it back on the nightstand carefully, without turning on the light in the room. Gina turned her attention back to Massimo who was sitting with his head down. In this condition Massimo looked very fragile and all the anger and hatred in Gina’s chest immediately evaporated. Gina hated her weak heart.

"Nightmare, hm?" Gina asked again, starting the conversation.

In a few minutes Massimo didn’t flinch, ignoring Gina’s question. His brain was still processing the nightmare that had just befell him. Nightmares that have been getting more and more frequent lately. A nightmare that he wished would never happen.

Gina pursed her lips. "Okay, if you don’t want to talk, I won’t force you. I’ll sleep again, it’s still too dark to move."

Gina’s intention to sleep could not be carried out because Massimo suddenly grabbed her with two big hands from behind. "I had a bad dream, you left me," he said hoarsely.

"Leaving you?"

"Yeah, we had a fight and you didn’t forgive me. Didn’t give me a chance to explain and talk. You left without looking back, without caring about me," explained Massimo hoarsely.

"Why should I leave you?"

"Because you’re angry."

"I know, but there’s a reason for being angry," said Gina curtly.

Massimo shook his head. "I don’t know why, because in my dream you just left."

Gina took a deep breath. "God give me patience."

Massimo buried his face into Gina’s exposed back. "Promise to stay by my side no matter what, Gina. Promise to listen to all my explanations when we fight, promise to believe everything I say."

"What kind of promise is that?"

"A heart-to-heart promise between the two of us," Massimo answered quickly.

Gina shook her head because Massimo was babbling more and more incoherently, with a bit of forcing Gina was finally able to escape from Massimo’s embrace who was holding her tightly. Gina turned her body to face Massimo who was still in the same position when he hugged Gina.

"I can’t make such a big promise."

"Why?"

"Because you’re not God, I don’t have the ability to know what tomorrow will bring."

"Love..."

"If you haven’t made a fatal mistake why are you afraid of me leaving?"

Massimo immediately shook his head. "No, of course I didn’t do anything wrong. I am a person who calculates before taking action."

"Including your actions to tie me into this relationship?"

"Gina," Massimo sighed hoarsely. "Despite the damn agreement that our predecessors made, I really fell in love with you. Fall in love at first sight. From the first day I saw you come to the Sanders house I felt you were the soul mate that God sent to me, the light of my dark life. That’s why I tried my best to get to you even if it had to be in a way you didn’t like, but you should know one thing that I did it all because I really love you. I’m really in love with you, Gina." Massimo’s blue eyes glowed in the darkness as he spoke, there was great sincerity behind the words that had just left his lips.

"If you sincerely loved me you would not have been able to forcefully snatch my chastity at that time, if you really loved me you would never have asked me to do crazy things that all the women who have been in your sex life have done. I want a normal life, Massimo. A normal life like any other human being, it’s not like this where you casually ask me to come to the office to satisfy your desires. Don’t you always call me your wife? A good husband wouldn’t do that to his wife, Massimo. A good husband will keep the price his wife is as tall as he is, just imagine if someone saw us making love like this afternoon at the office. Do you think I still have the courage to move on? No, Massimo. I might just go crazy right then and there. Sex is a private thing that only can be done in a closed place that is safe and comfortable, not like before. You forced me to make love right tor. Indeed we are lucky that no one comes in, but believe me that luck will never come for the umpteenth time," Gina said at length and let out all her heart to Massimo, it felt like Gina really had to talk like this to Massimo so he would know what he did wrong. "I have little experience, Massimo. But I know what’s right and what’s wrong."

"Gina."

"I have forgiven your past mistakes, I forgive you without you asking. But to forgive the wrong you haven’t done I can’t promise, Massimo. There are only two things that I can’t forgive in this world, firstly being betrayed and secondly being lied to. So as long as you don’t make those two mistakes, maybe I will be able to forgive you," Gina said again, adding to her previous words. "I don’t want to suffer the fate of my mother who had to suffer for decades because her trust and true love were betrayed by my father."

Massimo immediately embraced Gina tightly. "No, by God I swear I will not betray you, Gina. I really love you very much, no other woman can get the highest position in my heart other than you."

A cool breath blew in Gina’s chest when she heard Massimo’s words, it felt so happy to hear those words. Never being in love with anyone made Gina easy. blinded by the sweet words that came out of Massimo’s lips.

Massimo landed kisses repeatedly on Gina’s head, the image of the nightmare that had made him unable to breathe has now just gone away. Massimo felt calm that Gina was in his arms and the girl had also forgiven him Massimo feels like he is in nirvana right now, if what is happening right now is a dream, Massimo hopes not to wake up from the dream.

"It’s still dark, Massimo. I want to sleep, today you really gave me goosebumps."

Massimo chuckled at Gina’s words. "But you’re satisfied right?"

"Shh..."

"Tell me, how many times have you been out, hm?"

"Massimo! You’re so mean."

"Haha, I just wanted to know honey. Besides, I also have the right to know how my performance was, so I can correct it in the future," joked Massimo teasing Gina.

An annoyed and embarrassed Gina then landed a pinch on Massimo’s stomach which was enough to make Massimo in pain to make him loosen his hug and make Gina finally free herself from his arm and hid herself under the blanket.

Seeing Gina roll herself back into the blanket made Massimo chuckle, not wanting to be left behind. Massimo finally decided to join Gina in hiding his body under the blanket. 𝑓𝓇𝘦ℯ𝘸𝘦𝑏𝓃𝑜𝘷ℯ𝑙.𝑐𝑜𝓂

"Massimo please, your legs and arms are heavy. I can’t breathe," Gina sighed softly.

Massimo shook his head. "Answer my question first."

Gina’s cheeks heat up, Massimo is really annoying.

"Babe, tell me quickly..."

"Five times, you got me out five times," Gina answered quickly before she finally hid her face under the blanket.

Shy.

Massimo laughed out loud when he heard Gina’s confession which was very beautiful in his ears, Massimo lovingly wrapped his arms around Gina’s body. After whispering the word love over and over again Massimo finally fell asleep, his face looking peaceful as it sank into the back of Gina’s neck.

"What happened to me, God. What a strange feeling this is," Gina said to herself. "Where has all my hatred for this man gone, God?"

Continued