Guide to Failing as a Full-Level Green Tea-Chapter 269.2 - Living So Weary

As Shen Roujia pondered this, she couldn’t help but feel excited. Just like at the beginning, Shen Roujia had never deceived herself.

She didn’t feel regret, even though she had invested a lot of emotions in this world and done many meaningful things.

Shen Roujia knew what was real and what didn’t belong to her. Thinking this, her first instinct was to sort out her feelings.

After Ai Yigu left, Shen Roujia fell into a deep sleep.

It was as if she had a long, long dream. She dreamt of herself as a child, crying while playing the piano.

Those days were so dark that even in her memories, there was no sunlight.

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Shen Roujia couldn’t accept that version of herself, and she woke up from these dreams drenched in cold sweat, not feeling that they were good dreams at all.

In that dream, she was constantly tense, trying her best to meet some unattainable standard she had set for herself—a fixed mode of existence.

Shen Roujia had to live according to others’ expectations.

Her mother used to say, “You must make everyone satisfied with you. That’s the only way to live.”

Otherwise, if you can’t surpass others, what’s the point of living?

Shen Roujia didn’t understand why she had to live her life so weary and exhausted.