Becoming Lailah: Married to my Twin Sister's Billionaire Husband-Chapter 93: The Nightcap 1

"MR. ASHFORD?" Sarah’s voice drew his attention back to the table. "Can I ask you something?"

Every muscle in his body tensed instinctively.

"Of course."

"The anger management thing—was it really that helpful? Because I’ve been thinking about trying therapy myself, but I wasn’t sure if it was worth it."

The question was so genuinely curious, so devoid of the mockery or judgment he’d been expecting, that for a moment he couldn’t respond.

Around the table, he could see similar expressions of interest rather than ridicule.

"It was..." he paused, searching for words that wouldn’t reveal too much while still being honest. "Illuminating. I learned that many of the reactions I thought were necessary were actually just... habits."

"Bad habits?" Mark asked.

"Unproductive habits," Grayson corrected. "Patterns that served a purpose once but had outlived their usefulness."

"Like intimidating people into compliance instead of actually communicating?" Sarah pressed gently.

The directness of the question should have triggered his defensive instincts, should have made him retreat behind the familiar walls of professional distance. Instead, he found himself considering her words with genuine curiosity.

"Exactly like that," he said finally.

Sarah nodded thoughtfully. "I might look into it. The divorce has me dealing with a lot of anger I don’t know how to process."

"If you need recommendations," Mailah offered smoothly, "I know some excellent therapists who specialize in life transitions."

"Really? That would be amazing."

As Sarah and Mailah began discussing therapeutic approaches, Grayson felt something shift inside his chest—a warmth that had nothing to do with supernatural energy and everything to do with the realization that his willingness to be vulnerable had somehow made it easier for someone else to seek help they needed.

Was this what human connection actually felt like?

"You know," Janet said thoughtfully, "you’re different tonight, Mr. Ashford. Not scary different," she added quickly, "just... more relaxed. It’s nice."

"It is nice," Tom agreed. "I was honestly terrified when Mrs. Ashford invited us, but this has been really pleasant."

Grayson glanced around the table, taking in the relaxed postures and genuine smiles of people who had spent years crossing themselves when he walked past their desks.

The transformation seemed impossible, but the evidence was right in front of him.

"I’m glad you came," he said, and was startled to realize he meant it completely.

As the evening wound down and his employees began making their departure preparations, Grayson found himself reluctant to see the gathering end.

The experience had been revelatory in ways he was still processing, but more than that, it had been genuinely enjoyable.

"Thank you for tonight," Mark said as he shook Grayson’s hand. "For the advice about the wedding, and for just... this. It means more than you know."

Similar sentiments echoed around the table as his employees filed out, each taking a moment to express their appreciation for what had clearly been an unprecedented experience for all of them.

Finally, only Mailah remained, watching him with an expression of quiet satisfaction as he processed what had just occurred.

"Well?" she asked. "How do you feel?"

Grayson considered the question seriously, taking inventory of his emotional state.

The familiar edge of supernatural hunger was still there, but muted somehow, overlaid with something warmer and more complex.

"Different," he said finally. "Like I’ve been looking at the world through frosted glass for centuries, and someone just cleaned the windows."

"Good different?"

"Terrifying different," he admitted. "But yes. Good."

Mailah’s smile was radiant, and when she stood to gather her purse, he found himself catching her wrist, reluctant to break the connection they’d built throughout the evening.

"Thank you," he said quietly, the words carrying the weight of everything he couldn’t yet articulate.

"For what?"

"For seeing something in me that I’d forgotten existed."

Instead of responding with words, she leaned down and pressed her lips to his lips, the gesture tender and intimate in a way that sent electricity through him.

"Come on," she said softly, "let’s go home."

Home.

The word carried implications that should have terrified him, but as they walked out of the restaurant together, Mailah’s hand warm in his, Grayson found himself thinking that perhaps being human wasn’t about suppressing his demon nature after all.

Perhaps it was about choosing which parts of himself deserved to be fed.

The drive back to the estate passed in comfortable silence, Mailah’s hand resting on the center console where Grayson’s fingers could brush against hers at red lights.

The smallest contact lit up his nerves, a sign of how profoundly the night had rewired what they were to each other.

As they pulled through the wrought iron gates that guarded his property, Grayson felt the familiar weight of routine settling over them.

Every night for days, they had followed the same careful choreography—polite conversation in the main living areas, perhaps a shared drink or brief discussion of the next day’s plans, and then the inevitable retreat to separate wings of the house.

He to his own suite with its king-sized bed that felt increasingly empty, she to the master suite that had somehow become more home to her than her own apartment.

The distance had been necessary, he’d told himself. Safe. A buffer against the supernatural hunger that still prowled beneath his carefully maintained control.

But tonight, watching her laugh at something on the radio, seeing the way the dashboard lights played across her features, he found himself questioning that careful separation.

"Mailah," he said as they reached the circular drive, his voice rougher than intended.

"Hmm?" She turned toward him, and the soft curiosity in her expression made his chest tight.

"Would you..." He paused, surprised by his own nervousness. He’d negotiated multi-million-dollar deals with less hesitation. "Would you join me for a nightcap tonight?"

Her eyebrows rose slightly, and he could see her processing the unexpected invitation.

Their evening routine had become so established that any deviation felt monumental.

"Of course," she said, though her voice carried a note of intrigue. "The library? Or your study?"

"Actually," Grayson said, killing the engine and turning to face her fully, "I was thinking somewhere you haven’t seen before. The other sun room that leads to the main terrace—it’s been closed off since..." He trailed off, realizing he couldn’t exactly explain that he’d sealed that particular space.

"Since when?" Mailah prompted gently.

"Since I decided certain areas of the house were better left unused," he said finally. "But I think it’s time to change that."

The smile that spread across her face was radiant with delight. "You’re full of surprises tonight, aren’t you?"

"Apparently." He climbed out of the car and moved to open her door, offering his hand with the gallant gesture that had become second nature around her. "Ten o’clock? That should give us both time to... prepare."

"Prepare for what, exactly?" she asked, though her eyes sparkled with anticipation rather than concern.

"I’m not entirely sure," he admitted, and the honesty felt both terrifying and liberating. "But I’d like to find out."

At nine-fifty-seven, Grayson stood in the sun room adjusting the placement of crystal glasses for the third time.

The space was magnificent—he’d forgotten how beautiful it could be when properly lit.

Floor-to-ceiling windows offered an unobstructed view of the main terrace and the gardens beyond, while strategically placed lamps cast warm pools of light across the comfortable seating area he’d had the staff hastily arrange.

He’d chosen a bottle of wine from his private collection—nothing too presumptuous, but something worthy of whatever this evening was becoming.

The vintage Bordeaux sat breathing on the side table next to a selection of books he’d impulsively gathered, though he couldn’t quite explain why literary conversation seemed important for whatever was about to unfold between them.

His reflection in the darkened windows showed a man in casual clothes—dark slacks and a white button-down with the sleeves rolled up—but there was something in his posture that betrayed his nervousness.

When had he become someone who second-guessed furniture placement and worried about wine selection?

The soft sound of bare feet on marble announced Mailah’s arrival before she appeared in the doorway, and when Grayson turned to greet her, every thought in his head evaporated like morning mist.

She was wearing silk pajamas—the kind that managed to be both modest and devastatingly alluring.

The soft blue fabric caught the lamplight as she moved, flowing over curves he’d spent weeks trying not to notice too obviously.

Her hair was loose around her shoulders, still slightly damp from what must have been a quick shower, and she smelled like jasmine and something uniquely her that made his supernatural senses hum with awareness.

"This is beautiful," she said, moving into the room with the natural grace that never failed to mesmerize him. "I can’t believe you’ve been keeping this space secret."

"It seemed..." Grayson struggled to find words while his brain processed the sight of her in silk pajamas in his private sanctuary. "I wasn’t ready to share it before."

"And now you are?"

The meaning had little to do with entryways and everything to do with the emotional walls he had spent lifetimes constructing.

"I’m learning that some risks are worth taking," he said quietly.

Mailah’s smile was soft with understanding. "Even if they’re terrifying?"

"Especially then."

She settled onto the plush sofa with unconscious elegance, curling her legs beneath her in a way that made the silk fabric drape across her curves like liquid moonlight.

Grayson poured wine with hands that were steadier than they had any right to be, given the way his pulse was racing.

"So," Mailah said, accepting her glass with fingers that brushed against his just long enough to send a flicker of warmth up his arm, "what brought on this sudden urge to cross into places you once kept off-limits?"