Desired By Three Alphas; Fated To One
Chapter 236: Not giving up
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I stared at him, completely stunned. For a moment, I didnāt even know whether to laugh or be offended.
"Your type of woman?" I repeated slowly. "You hardly know me, Rylan."
He chuckled softly. "I know enough. Youāre strong, graceful, and honest to a fault. You donāt pretend to be anyone else, and I like that."
I took a deep breath and shook my head. "You shouldnāt."
That made him pause. His brows furrowed slightly, confusion flickering in his expression. "Why not?"
"Because whatever you think you want from me, Rylan," I said calmly, "youāre looking in the wrong direction."
He tilted his head slightly. "Youāre saying no?"
"Yes," I said firmly. "Iām saying no."
He blinked, clearly not used to hearing that word. "May I ask why?"
I sighed and looked him straight in the eyes. "Because Iām not a woman who can be courted. I have a life, a complicated one. Three sons, to be exact."
That made him stiffen slightly, though his gaze didnāt waver.
"Three?" he asked softly.
"Yes," I said without hesitation. "Three boys. Each one with a different father. And before you say anything, yes, I love them. Theyāre my world. So if you came here thinking Iām someone you can win over with pretty flowers and charming words, youāre wasting your time."
Rylan didnāt move. For a long moment, he just looked at me, no arrogance this time, no teasing smile, just quiet surprise.
Finally, he spoke, his voice lower. "You think that changes how I see you?"
"It should," I said, my tone steady but tired. "Because Iām not starting over, Rylan. Iāve had enough heartbreak to last a lifetime. Iām not interested in being anyoneās new beginning."
He stepped closer, his expression unreadable. "I didnāt come here for an easy beginning, Hailee."
I held up a hand. "Stop. Whatever this is, donāt make it harder than it needs to be. Youāre a king. You should be focusing on your pack, not on me."
For a second, he looked as if he wanted to argue, but then he just exhaled, giving a small, rueful smile. "Youāre even more impossible than I thought."
I smirked faintly. "And youāre even more stubborn than I expected."
He studied me for a long moment, then nodded slowly. "Very well," he said finally. "Iāll respect your answer, for now."
Before I could respond, he turned to leave. At the doorway, he paused and glanced back over his shoulder, that same calm smile tugging at his lips.
"But just so you know, Hailee," he said quietly, "I donāt give up easily."
And with that, he walked out, leaving me surrounded by flowers and silence.
For a long moment, I stood there, still trying to process what had just happened. The scent of roses and lilies clung thickly to the air, sweet and suffocating all at once. It felt strange to be standing there in a palace filled with color and life, and still feel so tired.
A maid came in, nervous and uncertain. "Should we move the flowers, my lady?"
I nodded slowly. "Yes. Please take them out. All of them."
Her eyes widened slightly. "All, my lady?"
"All," I repeated firmly. "Give them to the staff. Or to the gardens. Just not here."
She bowed quickly. "Yes, Your Highness."
As she hurried to gather the bouquets, I turned toward the large window. The morning sun had risen fully now, spilling light across the floor. It warmed my skin, but it couldnāt chase away the heaviness pressing on my chest.
Rylanās words echoed in my head: I donāt give up easily.
He said it like a promise.
But to me, it sounded like a warning.
I wasnāt ready for another storm. Not again.
I rubbed my temple lightly, forcing the thought away and deciding to focus on what mattered. The boys.
I decided to distract myself with the only thing that still made sense, my boys.
They were the one thing that reminded me who I was beyond all the titles, the chaos, and the endless storms of the past.
When I reached their room, the door was already half open. I could hear them before I even stepped inside. Their voices were raised, sharp, full of anger.
"Stop saying that!" Ozzy shouted, his voice cracking in frustration.
"Iām not lying," Oscar snapped back. "Itās true! My dad could beat yours any day!"
"You wish!" Oliver shot back. "Your dad couldnāt even protect Mom when she was banished!"
My heart dropped.
For a moment, I just stood there, frozen in the doorway. The sound of their words hit harder than any slap ever could.
Ozzy was standing on his bed, fists clenched tightly, his red hair sticking up like a small flame. Oliver stood near the window, his jaw tight, while Oscar sat cross-legged on the rug, glaring at them both.
"Stop it," I said quietly, stepping into the room.
None of them noticed at first.
"Ozzyās dad is a brute," Oscar muttered. "Heās always angry. Everyone says so."
Ozzyās eyes filled with anger. "Donāt talk about my dad like that! Your dad has anger issues, and he canāt control it."
Oliver scoffed. "Your dad is just a weakling."
"Take that back!" Ozzy demanded.
"Make me!" Oscar challenged.
By the time I reached the middle of the room, they were on their feet, three small storms spinning in the same space, throwing words sharper than blades.
"ENOUGH!"
My voice cracked through the air like thunder.
The room went dead silent.
All three of them froze. Their faces were flushed, eyes wide. Ozzyās lower lip trembled, Oliver looked guilty, and Oscarās stubborn jaw began to soften.
I took a slow breath, my chest rising and falling as I tried to steady myself. "What is going on here?"
Oliver looked away. "He started it," he mumbled.
"I did not!" Ozzy spat. "He called my dad angry andā"
"I donāt care who started it!" I cut in sharply. "I want to know why any of you think itās okay to talk about each otherās fathers that way."
They stayed quiet.
"Do you think it makes you stronger?" I continued. "Hurting each other like this?"
Oscar kicked at the rug. "They were saying Alpha Nathan wonāt make a good father."
I sighed, kneeling down so I was eye level with them. "And do you think yelling about it makes him one?"
He looked down, ashamed.
I turned to Oliver. "And you," I said softly. "Do you really believe saying things about him makes you better?"
Oliverās lips pressed together. "I didnāt mean to," he whispered.
"And Ozzy," I said gently, touching his hand. "Defending someone you love doesnāt mean you have to fight."
He sniffed, wiping his tears with his sleeve. "But they said mean things, Mom."
"I know," I said, my voice softening. "And that hurts. But when you fight back with anger, you just give them more power to hurt you again."
The room fell quiet again. The only sound was their small breaths and the faint flutter of the curtains from the open window.
I sat down on the floor, leaning against the side of the bed. "Listen to me, all three of you," I said quietly. "Your fathers, theyāre all different men. Mistakes were made. But none of that was their fault. I hurt those men."
They went quiet again, the kind of silence that wasnāt awkward but thoughtful.
"You three are my heart," I said softly. "Pieces of it, made from different stories. And Iāll never let those stories turn you against each other."
Ozzy crawled closer, resting his head on my lap. "Are you mad at us?"
"No," I whispered, brushing my fingers through his hair. "Just sad. Because I know youāre all better than this."
Oliver moved next, sitting beside me. "Sorry, Mom."
Oscar sighed, rubbing the back of his neck. "Yeah. Me too."
I smiled faintly, pulling them closer into my arms. "Youāre brothers. That means when the world tries to tear you apart, you hold on tighter. You donāt let go just because things get hard."
Ozzy looked up at me. "Even if we have different dads?"
"Especially then," I said, pressing a kiss to his forehead. "Because no matter what, you three are brothers, triplets."
They wrapped their arms around me then, small and warm and trembling. For a while, we just stayed like that, the three of them pressed close, their breathing slowing until the tension melted away.
When they finally pulled back, I smiled. "Now," I said softly, "how about we go outside? Fresh air might help you remember you actually like each other."
They laughed, hesitant at first, then genuine.
Oscar grinned. "Last one to the garden has to clean Ozzyās mess!"
Ozzy gasped. "Hey!"
Before I could even reply, they bolted for the door, their laughter echoing down the hall.
I sat there for a moment longer, smiling through the ache in my chest.
They were growing fast, too fast. And though the scars of my past still lingered in them, I could only hope that love would heal what time alone could not.